Sunday, January 9, 2011

Feeling a little left behind

It's weird how things work out sometimes. Here I thought of doing another surrogacy about a year ago. Got matched fairly quickly and quite easily. Then after the loss and then the hope for the next cycle, to only be told it was over before it started. I felt like things were going to go just as easily. I was wrong. It hasn't
Now I am still looking (not long in some eyes) but when you are see 2 of my friends whom weren't even really looking now matched (by me) and trying to get pregnant later this month. I feel left behind. Wondering why and what I is to come.
Some of the worst part is replying to adds and either not hearing anything back or to hear back asking you things then nothing at all. It's just rude! I haven't done this to anyone and I hate that it happens to me. I ask that no matter what their thoughts are at least let me know. It would be nice to know that I am not what they are looking for or that they are going to keep looking.


baby mama said...

((Hugs)) my dear friend. I know how hard this must be for you right now. I am going to send you some really good matching vibes. There is a couple out there for you to complete your mission and close this final chapter of such an amazing book in your life. You are one of the sweetest, genuine women I know. Great things are in store for you.

peace XOXO,


Andrea said...

I agree, that's just rude to not reply back with even a 'thanks but no thanks'. Ditto to what Baby Mama said, too. Best wishes for 2011!! Hang in there.